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25 years together you and I,
3 days later i am still askin why,
why right now, and not then,
i imagine what your life coulda been,
the times we spent, just messing around,
remeber the 9th grade mr Jacobs called us clowns,
thoes times we had, i will never forget
or live the rest of my life, with a single regret
you taught me how to live,
you taught me how to care,
we had some great times,
just you and I,
but now there is no you,
your off to better places,
when ever i close my eyes,
i know youll be there,
trying to direct me,
or just making sure im okay,
today I celebrate your life,
for what it was to us,
i live my life today,
the way you taught it,
30 seconds at a time,
because you never know when your time is up.
Chris,
my good friend may god bless your soul. we both know your off to better places, than this world could ever conjour... We were pals till the end, through my problems and yours. through my addictions and yours. through treatment sessions, and dention, we were always together, giving eatchother the moral support we both needed.
now i dont have you as my crutch, my shoulder to lean on. what am i going to do? ive woken up these past 3 days and quickly called your house but alas there is no awnser. i still expect it, and get my hopes up, that the past few days were maybe just a bad dream
i remeber our fist cigerette, our first drink, i sit back now and i just think, about all the times we had. even just sitting around with nothing to do. Having endless conversations about what we thought was nothing, these are the conversations that hold the most meaning..
you were my best friend, my pal, my hommey, my "brother from another mother". thats what we were you and i, we were brothers. there were no secrets between us. we knew everything about one another, we knew all of eachothers faults. although we never exposed these faults to other people, and when we did, it was a joke only the 2 of us got. wed laugh so hard, tears would roll down our faces, everyone in the rommm would look on in total bewilderment.
i remember how we hustled the local pool halls, and the highschool kids who thought they knew poker... we took every cent they had. i remeber driving each one to there banks so they could withdraw more money to play with.
me were chums, bums, pimps and ho's. we lived by the moment, for the moment. and that is the greatest thing i will take from our 25 yrs of me and you. the ability to live for the moment and only for that moment with NO regrets.
chris, i love you and your soul will live on through me till my parting of this earth. but i know i am not alone, youll check in from time to time. so heres one for you, added a lil honey this time. just how you like it.
R.I.P.
jan 15th 1979- feb 27th 2004
last 3 days have been reall tough, i have been keeping this inside dealing with it personally, but my best friend died fri night of what i hate to say but an overdose. as some know here i had some problems mid last year. tough time in my life, well he was my crutch my post to lean on, he is now gone.... gone to better places... i just needed to let some emotion out, thanks for hearing it
3 days later i am still askin why,
why right now, and not then,
i imagine what your life coulda been,
the times we spent, just messing around,
remeber the 9th grade mr Jacobs called us clowns,
thoes times we had, i will never forget
or live the rest of my life, with a single regret
you taught me how to live,
you taught me how to care,
we had some great times,
just you and I,
but now there is no you,
your off to better places,
when ever i close my eyes,
i know youll be there,
trying to direct me,
or just making sure im okay,
today I celebrate your life,
for what it was to us,
i live my life today,
the way you taught it,
30 seconds at a time,
because you never know when your time is up.
Chris,
my good friend may god bless your soul. we both know your off to better places, than this world could ever conjour... We were pals till the end, through my problems and yours. through my addictions and yours. through treatment sessions, and dention, we were always together, giving eatchother the moral support we both needed.
now i dont have you as my crutch, my shoulder to lean on. what am i going to do? ive woken up these past 3 days and quickly called your house but alas there is no awnser. i still expect it, and get my hopes up, that the past few days were maybe just a bad dream
i remeber our fist cigerette, our first drink, i sit back now and i just think, about all the times we had. even just sitting around with nothing to do. Having endless conversations about what we thought was nothing, these are the conversations that hold the most meaning..
you were my best friend, my pal, my hommey, my "brother from another mother". thats what we were you and i, we were brothers. there were no secrets between us. we knew everything about one another, we knew all of eachothers faults. although we never exposed these faults to other people, and when we did, it was a joke only the 2 of us got. wed laugh so hard, tears would roll down our faces, everyone in the rommm would look on in total bewilderment.
i remember how we hustled the local pool halls, and the highschool kids who thought they knew poker... we took every cent they had. i remeber driving each one to there banks so they could withdraw more money to play with.
me were chums, bums, pimps and ho's. we lived by the moment, for the moment. and that is the greatest thing i will take from our 25 yrs of me and you. the ability to live for the moment and only for that moment with NO regrets.
chris, i love you and your soul will live on through me till my parting of this earth. but i know i am not alone, youll check in from time to time. so heres one for you, added a lil honey this time. just how you like it.
R.I.P.
jan 15th 1979- feb 27th 2004
last 3 days have been reall tough, i have been keeping this inside dealing with it personally, but my best friend died fri night of what i hate to say but an overdose. as some know here i had some problems mid last year. tough time in my life, well he was my crutch my post to lean on, he is now gone.... gone to better places... i just needed to let some emotion out, thanks for hearing it
