This fall will be the first time in 19 years that I will not be "going back to school." Most strangely, I am dreading school/college starting more this year than any other time, even though it is the first time I'm not actually going to school. Perhaps it is dreading the fall-winter, where there are less opportunities to do things outside, not to mention no more summer fruits and veggies! Or perhaps it is because I am heavily involved in youth ministry and so going back to school still affects me because it affects my youth group. Or maybe I'm dreading more because I'm used to going to school and this time I am not.