You know, after reading about feeling sorry for myself, I have a reborn sense of getting back to what I was doing before I went down the tubes, I lost 87 LBS. before that picture was taken, and I know I can do it again. A proper diet, high in protein and low in fat and carbohydrates, combined with exercise, is what did it for me the last time. My hair has thinned, as it was before I had the proper nutrition, so I think that it will come back. I don’t have male pattern baldness; it’s just my self-destructive living that has made my body go down hill. My doctor says I’ll have to go into detox to get off the hard drinking, and I’ve decided to go for it. I’m going to go sober so I don’t have to forget the old days. My face is still in good shape with little wrinkling, but that wont show with sunglasses anyway. I’ll have to form a new band because all of the other guys have either taken regular day jobs, or are as screwed up as myself. Young hard rocking musicians are readily available, so I don’t see that as a problem.
So I have a firm resolve to remake myself to my previous state. I’m going to go for it and if all I can do is play is bars, I’ll still make as much money as I do filling vending machines.
As a previous post said, “rock on,” I’m going for it. My voice is still strong, so I think I can do it.
Rock on everybody; see you on the other side