Tank breaks are horrible. I had one break on me while living in a 2nd second floor apartment. I got out of the hobby for a couple of years after that too.
For anyone that has climbed the mountain of frustration, don't let this stop you! I suggest going out today and getting another tank. You'll look at this with great laughter someday. Believe me, it could be much worse, plus, you enjoy the hobby too much. Good Luck