Oh no, don't mis-understand. I am not one of those chicks who say "I'm fat" then go out in a bathing suit. With my second kid I blew up big time. It wasn't just the pregnancy though, it was really bad eating habits, mixed with "well, I'm pregnant so I can't diet...I'll worry 'bout my weight later." I am not unrealistic, or ignorant about my appearance. I know though that I can't get away with the tube tops and daisy dukes anymore. I still keep them in the closet though, just in case. And I refuse to buy new clothes (don't wanna give up hope, LOL)
I know how I look based on my scale and the size jeans I currently wear. I don't mope around about it, or screem for attention about it, I just accept it to be fact...for now.
But that quitting smokng thread is kinda motivating me. I told the guy you have to THINK like a non-smoker, maybe in order to change my eating habits, I should THINK like a triathelon runner! Not really think of food when I am bored etc. I'll tell you what though, bad eating habits is prolly the toughest addiction to break!! I smoked for 15 years, And it seemed easy to quit that compared to this. I really believe it to be a habit... Not an excuse mind you, but a habit none the less.
But I joke a lot about my appearance, I kinda view it as a temporary outfit that I am forced to wear for a while as a result of my actions...Kinda like a dunce cap LOL. I am not sad about it, and one day it will come off...
AND THE TRUTH SHALL SET ME FREE!!!! (oops, wrong thread)