Yeah. It makes alot of sense actually.
I did want things. Not much. I didn't need her to support my hobby, financially support me, and I barely needed anything from her. All I asked is you stay faithful, treat me with love and respect, and be affectionet. I don't think that is too much to ask for. Its what anyone should do if they cared about another person. I always tried to treat her how I would want to be treated but she was always looking out for herself, her friends, or her job. Just not the guy that has stuck around for everything.
I dont think she cheated if anyone is wondering. I always expressed how I felt about that and she seemed to be on the same level as me. Its amazing. I am surronded by people that have cheated and I absolutely hate cheaters. I hope that as long as she didnt cheat, I will be able to get over this easier.