Originally Posted by b bauer
just like the hobby just be patient and it will work out
I'm trying to be as patient as possible, I'm not going to do anything dumb, but every second that passes is another second that I will never get back, they are only young once, I may get to enjoy every second of her teenage years. but her infant years wont happen ever again. I've been pretty much shut out for 9 months and 25days already.
when my daughter was born she was a preme, the mother did not call me or have anyone call me to tell me the baby was being born as we had agreed 24/7 anytime day or night. I couldnt get my name on the birth certificate because she did not call me untill the birth certificate was already filed. she has since refused ANY voluntary signing of paternity. (wich would have ensured child support from day 1) by avoiding the voluntary paternity she has dragged it out so I now owe back child support even though I contacted DHHS with a letter stating I was the father and wanted to aknowledge paternity, once they file a case they have to pursue it in court and will not do a voluntary aknowledgement.... STUPID. they sent my daughter to a hospital 3 hours away from me, I drove down visited with her and had to return home that night for work after the hospital ensured me that she was stable and safe and that this was the best equipped hospital in the state for premature babies. it is, I checked. the next day I called to get an update on how she was doing, and the hospital told me that the mother had set up a pass code and no information was to be given out to anyone without the pass code, they told me that if I had been to visit I would have recieved the pass code................ the nurse refused to give her name or employee id so I could cite this later. and theres more and more. I know the laws in maine so well I could recite them. every turn has been nothing but a wall, she gets to steal the start of the life of my child from me with the states ok, hell it might as well be a blessing. and its exactly what she wants. I just want my daughter.
I generally havent spoken of her much on here as I usually prefer to keep the nitty grittys of my life low key. thanks to every one who has listened read, agrees, disagrees, comments, supports, this is the hardest thing I have EVER been through in my life. I've eaten out of dumpsters out of the nessecity to survive, I have slept in those same dumpsters to keep warm on a cold night, nothing has ever been this hard. nothing.