m0nk
Active Member
rainmkr07 - You sound like a perfect candidate for Buddhism. You want to believe in God and Jesus, but you have so many lingering doubts that it makes belief difficult. I was the same way for a long time, and being scared of the thought of no afterlife was the only thing that kept me "believing". However, there is an alternate "path"; put yourself in the moment and stay there. It's an awakening, when you realize that what happened before and what will happen after your life should have no bearing on the moment. Be a good person, follow certain moral guidelines, and be awakened to what's happening around you right now.
This is also the basis for meditation. It's basically bringing yourself into the moment. You don't have to meditate. You also don't have to disbelieve in God or Jesus; the Buddha never confirmed or denied any belief in God, just admitted that it didn't matter if you lived a good life. Karma is what keeps you honest; do good deeds and you'll have good Karma. There's also Nirvana and Reincarnation, if you're still worried about the dying thing.
Here's a link to more info if you'd like to know more:
http://buddhism.about.com/od/introdu...budbeliefs.htm
I'm not trying to make waves, just thought this might help the OP.
This is also the basis for meditation. It's basically bringing yourself into the moment. You don't have to meditate. You also don't have to disbelieve in God or Jesus; the Buddha never confirmed or denied any belief in God, just admitted that it didn't matter if you lived a good life. Karma is what keeps you honest; do good deeds and you'll have good Karma. There's also Nirvana and Reincarnation, if you're still worried about the dying thing.
Here's a link to more info if you'd like to know more:
http://buddhism.about.com/od/introdu...budbeliefs.htm
I'm not trying to make waves, just thought this might help the OP.