Thanks Meowser.
I haven't been very productive last couple of days. (you can see that I have been absent this whole week, although I don't think no one would have missed me since they have such awesome crew here helping them lol)
I have been getting sick and after talking to my friend Jeff from this site, I think my nutrients are depleting for some reason and I'm lacking my fundamental nutrients. Which explains, sudden black out visions, tunnel visions, waking up with shakes in the middle of the night, dizziness, light headed etc. Going to the doctors to confirm it. I have been running on 11-14 hour work days 6 days a week to keep my mind off things and to save money for a long vacation for Mrs and I and I have been getting only 4 hours of sleep a night. (if that) (just can't sleep these days... too many nightmares)
been taking melatonin and I think it's helping a bit. I'm hoping that doc will give me some tips on sleeping issues...