u know what? it feels like im deciding to get married all over again. "I dont know if this is it. is there somthing else out there? am i commited? do i know this is what i want? is this GOOD for me, or is this just what I WANT? what will it look like in 10years? Can I see myself growing old in this situation?" .....and on and on and on.
I'm excited one minute, terrified the next, filled with confidence, and then filled with dread all at the same time.
I FEEL like we picked the right one, and I KNOW I can make it fantabulous.... but I'm so impatient. LoL.
Once they tell me the septic is good, the water is safe, and the sellers are coming down on the price b/c of some things we found that were not up to code, I'll feel MUCH, MUCH better.