I did some research and found out a little bit more about the experience I had had, and my best guess is that it was "cosmic concioussness", because for that moment, I was the whole of the cosmos, and I finally realized the truth. Which is why I found my way to monism, or rather, it found it's way into me.
Some people might think i'm here defending evolution, I said nothing of the kind, I do believe that evolution happens, that it is natural and necessary for our continued survival. I don't disagree with the theory of intelligent design, but I do believe that science is here to disprove, not to prove. The only thing that science can really do is disprove that which was once believed. You test a thing over and over and over, and if it is not disproved, it becomes a law, BUT, the capability is always there to disprove laws.
Creationism tends to try to prove that things happened based on the evidence that they find, and they oftentimes try to prove that things found in the bible are factual, eg, the flood, the firmament, the sun stopping for a day in the old testament.
I personally disagree with athiesm as well, for reasons I won't go into at the moment.
I also have problems with many creationist scientists, for example, Dr. Kent Hovind, one of the most rediculous men I have ever heard of.
He goes back and forth across the country speaking to churches about evolution and creationism, and debates all sorts of people about this and that with the specific goal in mind to debunk evolution.
He argues about geology, animal biology, chemestry, and all of these types of things, he claims to be "Dr. Dino" and tries to prove that dinosaurs were in the bible.
The problem is, his doctorite is in education, not geology, chemestry, anthropology, or paleantology (sp).
He has also smears falicious crap all over the science world with his "offer" of 250,000 dollars to anyone that can prove* that evolution is the truth.
The fine print here is that if you can prove to a council chosen by Dr. Hovind himself that evolution is the soul reason for speciation, and that it has NOTHING whatsoever to do with God, you get the money.
Now granted, he is one of the worst examples of creationists, and the creationism community generally frowns upon him, but I see this kind of nonsense in lesser or greater degrees from creationists in general.
People using long discredited arguements, such as the one about the moon dust, or the suns shrinkage.
Also,
My absolute worst qualm with christianity is that EVERY christian I have ever met devotes their life to breaking the first commandment.
"thou shalt not make unto thyselves any graven images."
Images of wood and stone and gold are one thing, no one in his senses these days would confuse a wooden carving with god, but it is quite another thing to take a set of ideas and make them your idol.
Think of God, picture god in your mind. .....................
Ok, now stop being an idolitor. Stop calling God a "He". Stop calling god a "She". Those are idols.
Stop calling God "God". The image associated with that word is an Idol.
Stop calling him "Father." That's another Idol.
Stop imagining his white beard, and stop imagining a throne that he sits upon.
All Idols.
If you stop doing these things you will get closer to understanding the truth about God.
Now stop thinking god has these ultra definite opinions and rules about what should or should not be done, these are ALL idols!
When you have thrown away all of your conseptions of God and are left with nothing to say about God, you will begin to understand, as either aristotle or plato said, I can't remember which, the foundation of wisdom is to admit that you know nothing.
I'd like to know your thoughts on this matter.