Man, i hate the whole concept of a metabolism. I wish i could just eat two healthy, balanced meals a day to get thin. Most of you don't understand what its like to be over 500 pounds... People look and people judge, I associate every meal and every piece of food that I put into my mouth as shameful. I hate going to restaurants and ordering anything, because people look and giggle look at the fatso, look at fatty mcbutterpants try to fit into a restaurant booth. Check out the blimp in the frozen food section, how many tubs of ice cream you gonna buy big guy?
Its so shameful. And I relive it every time food comes near my mouth. I feel like whether it's baby carrots or baby doughnuts, I'm digging my grave with a fork and knife.