It sounds like you are doing everything that is in your power, and that's all you can do, buddy. I know, for me, when things don't go the way I want them to, in the time frame I think they should happen, sometimes I get real frustrated. Then I remind myself that as long as I do whatever it is that I have control over, that's all I can do. Sometimes, for me, it's just a matter of practicing some patience, sitting back, and waiting.