Originally Posted by
Mimzy
http:///forum/post/2831778
I have to be honest with you; this is the first time a Christian has come to me with this point of view. It's quite refreshing. Maybe I just don't know enough Christians well educated in Christianity. This has been my point the entire time. People in my community try to come at me from all angles; How can you not SEE that G-d created the universe??? Look at the bird! look at the human body! How can that intricacy and beauty be a MISTAKE??? Blah blah blah.
But it's not just that; it's also the PEOPLE who PRACTICE the religion.... a lot of them are massive, massive poopyheads. There is a whole rash of holier-than-thou-ness in my community and I'm so sick of it I'm fit to be tied. I know this exists in every religion... and that's just making it worse.
I'm just coming to see religion as more of a tool for certain people to control and gain wealth and for other people to use as a tool of exclusion and to make themselves feel better about their lives. Too many people have tainted it. It's not really about G-d anymore, but about "how much more religious am I than you? How much more special am I than you?" Blah blah blah again.
You know, as I read this, it just further shows to me how messed up the church has become. I mean, we've forgotten everything about our origins and instead have allowed the rituals and politics rule the church. Having been in full-time ministry for over 9 years, it really breaks my heart. It breaks my heart because at the end of the day, people could care less about social status or money or power - they seek those things to find purpose, but that's not the reason God exists.
I mean, sure, we could look at the birds and the trees and the flowers and the seeds... in fact, they're so intricate that it couldn't have been a mistake, but thats another convo for another time. We can argue evolution and all that, but for me, what makes God real is Jesus. I know that's a topic we don't agree on and that's totally fine with me. But history has shown that something definitely happened. History has shown us that if Alexander the Great existed (his story was found on a single scroll more than 1,000 years after it happened), then something should be said about Jesus' death and resurrection (Found over 900 scrolls, 20-50 years after it happened). If Caesar existed (found 100 scrolls about 500 years after it happened) Then something should be said about the New Testament (24,000 scrolls, some of them written less than 10 years after it happened).
Something definitely happened. Something so great and powerful that people of that time saw an urgency to write much more about it than they did about writing the existence of Caesar.
Not to mention how much my life has changed. Sure, a lot of people can see an answered prayer or miracle as a "coincidence", but that's where the step to faith is. Personally, there have been entirely too many coincidences in my life for them to be coincidences.
Ultimately, I believe in God because I can see the transformation that takes place in people's lives when they take that step of faith. I see a self-lessness and an internal peace, joy, and humility that even they can't explain.
One of the most common arguments is that God was created by man because man selfishly wanted a purpose behind life. Well, when people take a step of faith, it's not a selfish act at all. Why would someone want to give themselves rules? Because of the freedom that comes from it.
Example: IF God IS the creator, then he makes rules for us - he doesn't want us to kill because it ends the lives of people who want to live, and hurts the families of those who died. He doesn't want us to commit adultery because it hurts our spouses and ultimately us too. He created the rules because he wants us to live lives joyfully. Kind of hard to live when you kill someone and keep a mistress. <--- sorry, a little tangent there lol
But again, it's all faith, and not fact. I'm not here to argue whether or not "Faith" is a "fact" because that's a futile argument. It all comes down to a personal decision. Funny, though, that many of the arguments I've faced have been by non-believers who are unsettledly relentless about popping the faith bubble. Why does it matter so much to non-believers if they don't believe anyway? Interesting.
P.S. I'll never force this JESUS OR HELL expectation. God did not create us to condemn each other. That decision is ultimately His, not mine - thankfully. Besides, you don't want me at the pearly gates deciding who goes or stays. I'd get pretty tired of the job and just tell you all to go to hell! Just kidding.