CONGRATS and Dude I so hear you about the NICU. My daughter was born in a hospital and had to be transported to the NICU at a different hospital. I remember driving by the ambulance and thinking My daughter is in there, WOO HOO my daughter
Then thinking, WOW my daughter is is in there in an ambulance
The ulitmate high and such a low hit me at the same time. I do not want that ever to happen to me again.
She was in there for 30 days and had two surgeries in that time. That was 13 years ago and right at this moment she is reaching across me in front of the computer bugging the heck out of me.
So I know what you feel like. We did not know there would be any problems whe she was born so it is like someone hitting you in the face with a shovel. Then taking the shovel and digging your heart out.
There is a Brad Paisley song called "waiting on a woman" where he talks about how men are always waiting on a wmona to do this, or waiting for her to do that. Well that is what you are doing, waiting on a woman.... to come home. It will all be worth in in the long run.