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siptang
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Thank you so much guys.
besides the same and similar likes in the hobby, we don't really know each other. But even the,n you guys have opened your hearts and offered so much love and sympathy, I feel truly blessed to have so many caring people praying for us and showing and sending us love.
Spanko - My prayers and condolences go out to you and your family as well. I only had him for close to 2 years and it hurts this much... I can't imagine how much it will hurt when you had him for 16 precious years... I really don't know what to say and I won't say things like 'God works in mysterious ways' because I don't get it and probably never will... 'Everything happens for a reason?' I don't believe that either... it just hurts and that's about it... life is unfair but it does makes you grateful for what you have. For example, I have been going to grief therapy with my wife and met many people who have lost their spouse of many many years... I honestly don't know how I will be if something like that ever happened to me... I'm grateful for everything that I have now and things I used to take it for granted, I no longer do or do as much...
socal - thank you so much once again. I read spanko's post and yours and I have come to realization that I have been in drowning in pain, sorrow and despair that I have been neglecting my own perspectives. I'm going to try harder to stay optimistic now.
Thank you once again guys.
flower - thank you, I'm trying to do that but scar is still too fresh for me and I can't really yet look at his pics and videos without breaking down (I feel that he shouldn't be inside the monitor smiling but next to me, tugging at my shirt saying papa).. I hope to overcome this soon but thank you so MUCH.
Once again guys, thank you so much for your sympathies, prayers and condolences.
Both me and my wife really appreciate you alot.
besides the same and similar likes in the hobby, we don't really know each other. But even the,n you guys have opened your hearts and offered so much love and sympathy, I feel truly blessed to have so many caring people praying for us and showing and sending us love.
Spanko - My prayers and condolences go out to you and your family as well. I only had him for close to 2 years and it hurts this much... I can't imagine how much it will hurt when you had him for 16 precious years... I really don't know what to say and I won't say things like 'God works in mysterious ways' because I don't get it and probably never will... 'Everything happens for a reason?' I don't believe that either... it just hurts and that's about it... life is unfair but it does makes you grateful for what you have. For example, I have been going to grief therapy with my wife and met many people who have lost their spouse of many many years... I honestly don't know how I will be if something like that ever happened to me... I'm grateful for everything that I have now and things I used to take it for granted, I no longer do or do as much...
socal - thank you so much once again. I read spanko's post and yours and I have come to realization that I have been in drowning in pain, sorrow and despair that I have been neglecting my own perspectives. I'm going to try harder to stay optimistic now.
Thank you once again guys.
flower - thank you, I'm trying to do that but scar is still too fresh for me and I can't really yet look at his pics and videos without breaking down (I feel that he shouldn't be inside the monitor smiling but next to me, tugging at my shirt saying papa).. I hope to overcome this soon but thank you so MUCH.
Once again guys, thank you so much for your sympathies, prayers and condolences.
Both me and my wife really appreciate you alot.
