Originally Posted by T316
http:///forum/post/3232932
Still hanging on...
Went to two parties this weekend (one last night, one tonight) where drinks were involved (always a trigger). Tonights gathering was really tough, as this one guy kept lighting up cigs every 10 mins. I'm not a cig guy, but every time I saw the lighter flare up, I was quickly reminded. Rough times, but still clean...
STATUS
+ 72.00 (Days 1-12)
- 19.00 (gum, jerky & sunflower seeds (I got a lot) )
- 8.00 (ordered a sampler pack of the Smokey Mountain substitute)
[hr]
Total = + $45.00
I remember going to this mall (the first time I really quit) and sitting really close to this table that was smoking, and breathing in like a mofo... Not my highest moment.
Originally Posted by T316
http:///forum/post/3234615
Update:
Smokey Mountain products arrived yesterday
That was a big boost in moral, as it helped in the short term gratification. At first taste I was worried that it might be just a replacement, and be counter-productive. But no, I quickly realized that although it serves it's purpose, it's not addictive and not quite the same. Although I must admit, somebody did their homework, because that stuff is dead on....even using a hint of cayenne pepper powder to add the slight burn/tingling effect....dang
On the downside, I ran out of the old nicotine gum I had, so I got some more from my connection at Glaxo. Got 2 boxes (one 4 mg, and one 2 mg as a step down), but this is going to be a $51 hit to my stash. So here's the current #'s...
STATUS
+ 90.00 (Days 1-15)
- 19.00 (gum, jerky & sunflower seeds (I got a lot) )
- 8.00 (ordered a sampler pack of the Smokey Mountain substitute)
- 51.00 (nicotine gum)
[hr]
Total = + $12.00
I know, this is NOT looking good (as far as the challenge is concerned). I had to sit and wait 3 hrs. today while my vehicle was being serviced, so I did the math. Technically, I don't have enough days left to make up the needed amount that I have spent. However, today's 3 hr. waste of time gave me another idea. I totally missed lunch today, because the morons had my vehicle tied up, and then it occured to me....I can do a piece of fruit, or skip lunch a few times here and there, instead of $5 fast food, to make up the difference that I have spent on aids to help quit...
There is no doubt that without the aids (sunflower seeds, gum, etc) that I would fail right now, just keeping it real and calling like I see it. So do I scrap the purchases, which will lead to a fail, or call an audible and find a solution. I chose the latter. I'm still brainstorming on the details. I know all this is confusing, but I'm still clean right now.
If you're still feeling it physically, I'd seriously go to the doc and pick up some chantix. It is crazy how much it curbs the cravings. And I could do 2 cans a day, if I was sitting in an office.