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SnakeBlitz33 http:///t/392458/flowers-canopy-build/60#post_3487602
Well, it's good to talk about it anyways.
It's the life your sister wants to live. It's very hard sometimes to think of the perspective that some people have, especially loved ones that you perceive that are killing themselves on purpose. I hate that she is now even more injured and most likely in the hospital for her injuries right now, right? Things will get much worse before they get better. I have had a lot of first hand experience with that ole' proverb.
On the bright side, you will have a canopy.
Think positive if you can, and don't let the decisions of others upset you. The only control that you have is over your own life. Make your own good decisions. So far it sounds like you have. You have been trying to keep your sister alive - and that is VERY hard to watch someone you love practically kill themselves, I know.
LOL...So you saw that long rant...LOL..sorry
She was home by evening time, her husband came and got her clothes. I want him to bring her in the morning and pick her up after work. I can't stay at her house during the day, my mother needs me here and she has a huge flight of steps to climb to get into her house, which I just can't do anymore. We mix like oil and water, we get along but her daily activities...she wants to watch Gone with the wind over and over and over again. My Mother wants to watch Supernatural over and over. Gone with the wind (it used to be the other Boleyn girl, before that it was Fright Night)...I would rather chew my own foot off, I can stand Supernatural and she likes Judge Judy and the news, so Mother does switch off but not my sister.
Mother does not remember her favorite show so it never looks like a rerun to her, so it's forgivable.....but my sister is just flat out nuts and watches the same movie over and over. It stops and she puts it right back on to play again. It is the only thing on the TV, that same movie. I accidently on purpose broke the Fright Night DVD movie (after one solid year), and the other bolyen girl she had saved on the DVR...after 6 months I accidently on purpose erased it (she used to live with us)...now she found Net flix and saved Gone with the wind in Queue. I gave her my touch screen to stream the movie....you would think the world ended when the touch screen ran out of juice and had to be charged. I told her she couldn't watch it until it had finished charging. She got a headache from frustration and had to go lay down.
LOL...Now you know why I sit on the computer all day.
She can't be left alone obviously and her husband said he doesn't know what else he can do besides have her committed or placed in a nursing home. I don't like either option. I don't mind babysitting, but no way can she stay here more than 24 hours from now on, my nerves can't handle it. My sister is physically and mentally ill and I'm happy to help all I can, her husband sure has his hands full, they have a teenage daughter (don't get me started). Mother is old, and she is my main responsibilty.
As for happy thoughts, my seahorses, dogs and parrot are my escape in life. I enjoy my Mother's company, I don't care what's on TV, we did watch the Mars documentary....I wanted to see my tax dollars at work. Mother said she would be happy to live on the planet...I told her I would not be joining her...LOL. That canopy gives me something to dream about, and look forward to getting.